I believe that taking the first step in your Journey is the hardest part. For the most part because we already have created this image in our minds that you simply can't do it. Developing this Toxic and Negative image of yourself has taken a lot of years. As i look back in my life, I still can remember some of this moments where I experience Doubt, Fear , and Failure. And the occasional I told you so from a family member.
For many years I struggle with Depression and Obesity. As long as I can remember I have always been the big guy. And all the names and titles that come with this. For a long time I was usually call hey big guy, you are so cute and chubby. This remark had a tremendous impact in the why I felt about my self. I never felt pretty or good enough.
It has been many moons since then, but now as I have grown closer to God. I began to discover a new Identity. As his favorite child, I was created for Greatness and nothing less. That all the talents, abilities and beauty was deposited in me, and so it has been deposited in you as well. But like in any other journey the Journey of a thousand miles will take a first step. This first step is gonna place you in a path of self discovery and love for yourself. Where the opinions of others will o longer affect you. Because you know have discover a new Identity in christ.
This Journey began for me through fitness. With the hope of losing weight. The first round I was able to lose over 40 pounds, but slowly gained it back. All because I fail to do it the right way. I was still avoiding the emotions inside my heart, the fear of failure was still present, and my emotions were controlling my life.
I found my self shaky and inconsistent with my Workouts and Nutrition. But now is time to really confront this emotions and become the best version of my self that I know is inside me. If it wasn't so the Devil will not be fighting so hard from keeping me from my blessing.
This post is a statement that a new me is in town and that I'm owning my decisions moving forward. I will become the best version that God has created me to be!!